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Cuixia aka. Ostry

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    Friday, November 17, 2006

    Bye Bye Blogger.


    Officially switched to ebiostry.wordpress.com.

    theEMOdied @ 5:24 PM!!0 Shot(s)

    Monday, November 13, 2006

    Hmmm.


    After my exams, I'm going to switch to using Wordpress instead. It has the password protecting post thingy which I want and Blogger doesn't have. I can write whatever I want without having to censor! =)

    7 days more to go! XD

    theEMOdied @ 6:19 PM!!0 Shot(s)

    Sunday, October 29, 2006

    Goodbye.


    I haven't been really feeling the pressure. Not until 6.30pm today, while playing bball. The panic started to kick in. I'm not going to have much sleep tonight again. Sigh. If only I could make myself panic like 3 weeks earlier or something.

    30/10 Math P3 9.00~10.45
    31/10 Chem (P) 8.30~10.00/11.00~12.30
    3/11 Math P6 9.00~10.15
    7/11 Phys P4 10.15~11.15
    10/11 Chem P2 9.00~10.15, Chem P6 10.30~11.30
    15/11 Chem P1 9.00~10.00, Chem P4 10.15~11.30
    16/11 Phys P6 10.15~11.00
    17/11 F.Math P1 9.00~12.00
    20/11 F.Math P2 1.00~4.00


    Goodbye everyone. Its been nice knowing you all. =)

    theEMOdied @ 8:23 PM!!2 Shot(s)

    Thursday, October 26, 2006

    Random.


    -Watched Garfield: Tail of The Two Kitties yesterday. I LOVE GARFIELD! The only cat I will ever like because its cute, fat, cool and lazy! Cute cute cute cute cute...CUTE!

    -Chemistry doesn't exist. Chemistry doesn't exist. Chemistry doesn't exist. Chemistry doesn't exist....... >.<

    -Looked out my window today. No more haze! Yeah! No more blaming the 'dirty' windows for clouding my clear blue skies. Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting


    -The state of my room. Mum says I'll scare off my future room mates when I go off to uni later and she'll be feeling very sorry for them for having to live with me. LOL. (Poor Jack =P Can you spot him?)
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    -EbioSTY. =D Such a big difference from how it was when my gang and Boss's gang came over to my house eh? LOL! And I'm supposed to be a girl.
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    -OOOOOH! Death Note is gonna be released onto the cinemas in Malaysia on the 9th of Nov! WATCH WATCH!! I WANT!!

    -Just finished lunch. Attempted to watch Saw while eating but it just spoilt my apetite. Lol. I'm losing my touch.

    theEMOdied @ 2:07 PM!!2 Shot(s)

    Tuesday, October 24, 2006

    Parkson Charity Music Festival 2006.


    Caught up with Hsiang Chun on MSN last sunday and she told me about this concert helping KC raise funds for the rebuilding(?) of the school (while pijak-ing me, telling me how outdated I was. LOL! =P).

    I WANNA GO TO THIS CONCERT!! =(

    Even though KCGHS will be turning co-ed in 2008, I'll still love it no matter what. I had the best six years (or 5 and a 5 months) of my life studying there. Friends, teachers, AND FOOD =), basketball, etc. UNFORGETTABLE.

    I still remember whining about being sent to a Chinese Independent School instead of my choice, Catholic High. I remember our seniors asking whether we came on our own free-will or were we forced by our parents during the Orientation week. Many which chose the latter (of course including me lah!). And I also remember her saying that we'll not regret coming here after a few years later. She was right.

    Sigh.

    Form 1: I still wonder how my mum managed to force me into joining the Chinese Ochestra Club instead of my prefered choice, the track team. Lol. Even though not many people can imagine me playing a 'Pipa', but I DID! and we even performed in the school concert during that year! Me! Wearing a PINK silky cheongsamy top and a LOOOOOOONG black skirt. LOL! I'm sure many of you are dying of laughter. But whatever! The practices were fun. =P. And my instrument is still somewhere in the club's storeroom. =P

    Form 2: One of the most carefree year. The only period I paid any attention to was Math. Passed the rest sleeping, chatting, eating, reading useless HK gossip magazines (getting caught once too!). Joined the basketball club. Turned charcoal. Had the most fun sitting in the last row. I remember the junk food passed around the 3 last rows. From one end to the other, left right, back and forth. Not only junk food were passed around, test papers too during small tests! My English paper, Wai Kuan's Geo + Sains etc. papers, Chuin Ni's Mandarin paper, (if I remembered correctly) being passed around.

    Form 3+4+5: The establishment of our class's DBKL team. Going from one class to another scouting for food. Lol. And sharing it. And the fighting in the volleyball and basketball tournaments to our deaths. Drama competitions. I wish I could relive the moments.

    Being a secondary school student is the best time anyone could ever have. Nothing much to worry. Except for exams. Having loads of fun activities. Being young. Not old. Still growing, eating all you like without gaining any weight.

    Those were the good old days. I totally don't understand why Swee Kee wants to go out to the working world ASAP. *frowns*

    Anyways, I wish I could go to the concert which is gonna be held this Sunday at the Bukit Jalil Putra Stadium (even though I'm having Maths P3 the next day. SCREW P3!!). Sigh. But seems like nobody's going. I guess I'll just catch it live on Astro or something. =(

    theEMOdied @ 9:47 PM!!0 Shot(s)

    Sunday, October 22, 2006

    Messed Up.


    Since my brother left, I practically have no one to talk to at home. I can go on for days without opening my mouth to talk.

    Almost 2 years have passed since I left KC, and I think the biggest change in me is becoming a loner. I really do not mind being alone. Even when I turn up alone for classes (because my whole gang ponteng =P), I don't join the other gangs. I remember always being afraid of doing things alone. But now, I actually feel the joy in it. Doing maths at McD's in Mid Valley for 4 hours, riding the LRT train back and forth, window-shopping or even shooting baskets alone.

    Someone says that I am being sadistic, but you can really enjoy the silence this way. =D I don't need much human interaction and really prefer keeping my mouth shut because I have nothing better to say. Maybe that's why I am not close to anyone at all. I'm sure that most people consider me as one of those friends you'd call up when you want to have fun with. But when it comes to facing problems, no one would ever think of asking me to help them solve it. LOL. Seriously.

    Somehow, this post is really a mess. I don't even know what I'm babbling about. Sigh.

    Anyways, Physics Design was a killer. And I just can't gain that momentum that I'm suppose to have during exams. I feel downright lazy. Sleeping the whole day when I should really be cramming for Chemistry. My mum does have the right to nag at me non-stop. Sigh.

    theEMOdied @ 12:57 PM!!5 Shot(s)

    Monday, October 16, 2006

    ARGH!


    What do you call a stupid prawn + ostrich?!?!?

    PHAN CUIXIA!!!

    I am the stupidest person EVER on earth today!

    STUPID IDIOT BRAINLESS ME!

    I SUCK!


    @#$&*$%()!@#$)!@(&%!#

    theEMOdied @ 9:43 PM!!1 Shot(s)